Neverland

I know someday that you would leave me.
Like ours friends did
Not because you not love me anymore,
but because you love me that much
you won't leave me even I already told yo to....
but I know someday you have to leave me.
leave me alone in eternity

You believe it would make me lonely without you.
Of course it is.
But watching you wither.. your energy fading
it's hurt me more.
Your smile that you always show me,
make me hurt even more.
and love you more.

I know..even I'll have eternity at this world
I would never found someone like you anymore.
and I dont want to.

i want you to leave me
go with everyone else.
So I don't have to watch you like this.
Under the morning sunrise in your comfort chair.
Right now..what you can do is smile to me.

"I'm sorry...you have to suffer alone" I said
but you still smiling.
"you should go to another place when you have a chance.
so you wouldn't suffer here alone just with me"
and you smiling again.
"It's hurt for me too watch you like this"
but you answer this time

"thanks for bearing with my ego all this time"
I don't like this
"it's not for you afterall, but for me...I just can't live without you"
His sound is so small
"I'll die ages ago if I leave you alone..if I'm not follow you..
you will gone forever without a trace, and I can't stand that"
He touch my cheek with his small hands.
'Thanks..and sorry you have to be hurt like this,
you are the one that suffer the most
even I promise I will always protect you"

I shake my head.
"I should thank you more..."
his hand fall
so do my heart breaking
but his smile blossom for eternity in his eternal sleep.

I just cry one for all...

may earth give your body warm hug
may sky give your soul beautiful place
with all our friend
let we meet again in the sky, and I will tell
you my story, then I will see your smile again.


by. tasasip

When the earth is not longer..
not longer wants me to come back to him.

I hope...
I hope  sky will welcome me.

But.
One by one..my feathers plucked out
one by one they fell to the ground.

I...Can't fly anymore.

And how about sea?
By drowning in eternity?
Dark..and sun won't reach me.
hmmm
I don't like loneliness afterall.

So here I'am.. on the ground.
Blending.
It's hurt when one by one they left me
cause sky calling their soul,
cause earth longing for their body.

Was drowning and being hugged by sea is a better option?
And then I see a smile at their face.
It dazzled me, but what's this warm feeling inside my heart?

aaah... I have to protect that smile.
even it mean, I'll be hurt again and again.

inspired by Wonder Women Movie

Sorry for the bad grammar.
Sincerely
Tasasip